Boy, I need something.....I'm gray enough as it is!

I had planned on a 10 day backpacking trip on the Pacific Crest Trail this summer late July, but at this rate I may have to cancel. I paid for the plane trip to Seattle and my share of the trip.....i will probably give my place away. There is a friend of mine who just lost his job who wanted to go but could not get time off.....now he is unemployed.....so I may give him my spot.